Here it is Princess. But of course it doesn’t mean much without the music, which i naturarly picked before i wrote the song: (no fucking clue what tune this shit is even to but that whistling at the end is classy)
Since i was a teenager
i’ve been wearing silk panties
i would find in the drawer
Or in some shop for ladies
Sometimes i stole my sister’s
And also her bikinis
Because i was a wanker
Because i was so eager
To enter the magic world of sissies
Welcome to all the pantied co-ocks
Let me show you the way-y-y
Welcome, i’ll suck around the clock
i swallow night and day-y-y – all day-y-y
when i met Princess Meggerz
i was just a wannabe
Only a sissy française
Born with a tiny wee-wee
i listen to what She says
And i learn about me
i know i’m a cocksucker
i know i’m a cum lover
And i need a throbbing dick in my mouth
Welcome to all the pantied co-ocks
Let me show you the way-y-y
Welcome, i’ll suck around the clock
i swallow night and day-y-y – all day-y-y
When Princess decides it’s time
i will go on my first date
Drink with my partner in crime
While stroking his cock and wait
Until he needs to touch mine
And i know i will feel great
For i crave a hard penis
In my hand and through my lips
And want to be taken like a whore
Welcome to all the pantied co-ocks
Let me show you the way-y-y
Welcome, i’ll suck around the clock
i swallow night and day-y-y – all day-y-y
Thank You for allowing me to express my feelings about panties, cocks and YOU, my Owner and Maker. i must say i obeyed Your instructions to a T and am currently wearing cute, silky, frilly, pink panties. It feels so right to wear those. So much like the new me.
To be honest, it’s a long time since i first discovered how exquisite the feeling of silky panties on my skin was. Unsurprisingly, as a teenager i used to steal my elder sister’s panties and wear them in the secret of my room, often having to wash them afterwards in fear she would notice the stain. Later, i often wore panties under my regular men clothes, at school, at work, everywhere. i used to buy them from female undies stores or supermarkets, hoping the saleswomen would assume i got it for my GF or wife.
During the day in those times i was the average macho, sport loving, clean cut young man with friends and girlfriends aplenty. At night though, sometimes, not always, i would slip in my panties and rub my cock through it, hump pillows and stick my fingers or even vedgies in my mangina.
However after a few years i totally quit that stuff and that secret, dark side of my personality seemed to vanish and be gone for good. Then, some years later, that panty drive has been replaced by an absolute, incredibly powerful NEED to submit to stronger, smarter women, which led me to become the welknown slut i now am. Yet at that time i still saw myself as a perfectly regular heterosexual guy, it didn’t come to my mind, at any time, that i could ever approach another man, in spite of my obvious craving for feminization.
As a matter of fact i was bouncing from a Superior Lady to another without direction, without knowing where i was heading to and what exactly i was looking for. Basic domination? Head games? Mind screwing? Yes, obviously, i liked all that, but…i was not feeling complete. i knew it then. i understand why now.
That is actually where You come into my life, Princess Meggerz, and make everything clear. You say things the way they are, break the chains, speak the unspoken, send taboos to the trash and revael the truth: as it is now obvious, i’m not only a submissive hetero with a drive for silky panties, i am indeed a genuine sissy craving cocks, waiting for an opportunity to touch a warm, hard, throbbing penis and take in my mouth.
When i realized this a few months back, i first started to deny it and desperately attempted to stay away from You, the only Person who’d read me corecctly, the One who had what i need, because this was just to big for me to swallow (if i may say so). Admit that i could be, in real life, some sort of panty wearing faggot was close to impossible a few months back.
i tried to stay away, i tried to deny, i tried to ignore the urge. All in vain of course. More and more often, i found myself logging into the LJ account you’d created for me, obsessing over your blog and – why hide it? – over the very little LJ icon You chose for me. i even bought a dildo which i started to lick and suck every night until my mouth and jaw were aching.
Of course i could not possibly resist much longer which is why, last week, i crawled back to Your feet and begged You to allow me to benefit from your training, to transform me, to make me, for real, the eager, willing, enthousiastic cum eater and bimbo i know i can be.
Even today, i’m not quite sure why i crave it. Is it something that’s always been here, something i would do anyway, or do i need to do it because this is what You want Princess? Is there even an answer to this question? i’m not sure.
What IS sure is that i’ll do anything you ask me Princess Meggerz. To this day i never really sucked a cock, but under Your direction i know i will, and that idea makes my clitoris and mangina so wet my panties are already spoiled as i write these lines. You are evruthing that counts, evrything that matters to me Princess and my life is yours for you to mold, use or destroy.
i made a dream last night Princess. You and i were sitting in a nightclub and this young guy, a friend of Yours, came in and sat at my left while you were at my right. You guys strated talking to each other as if i wasn’t even here. After a while, You suggested that i gently stroke his cock trhough his leather trousers, with the tip of my fingers only, slowly, lightly. You said it was important for me to concentrate and feel it get harder and realize i was the one making it grow. The guy was staying still, drinking his vodka, like he was totally unaware of what i was doing. Then You ordered me to drop under the table and gently kiss his cock, still through his leather pants. You said you wanted me to feel it get even harder with my lips. i did so and, indeed, his cock was now huge. i could feel the warmth of it. i realized started to get really wet myself. i wondered what would happen next. But nothing happened. except suddenly You just pinched my ear and said ‘enough for today faggot’, and at that very moment i woke up.
Can You believe i actually had that dream Princess?
Princess Meggerz, lastly i would like to apologize again for the mess i created when i failed to appropriately tribute and please You; i am so stupid sometimes i think i really deserve to become a bimbo. But even a bimbo is so much better than i am.
At this point, i guess You know You will do what You want with me Princess – and i think by now everyone knows it too. i’m ready to cave in and go all the way. i will do anything You say and suck anything you point out. i’m Your whore.
I spent the evening with a real time slave bitch boi. Yep that’s right you stupid shits. Be jealous. This little turd took Me and My man out to shop and eat then paid Me out the ass to be My first dumb video slut. It was such a pleasure raping his wallet and now I get to bank hardcore off his clippy services.
Transaction d’origine
Date Type Etat Détails Montant
22 jan 2010 Paiement Pour blah@blah.com Non récupéré … -$500,00 USD
It says ‘non récupéré’ which means You didn’t pick it up.
What problem did You encounter Princess? Where You notified the transfer? i have every proof i did it and you know i did, You know i pay, my record proves it.
The last thing i wanted to happen is what’s happened now. Please take Your entry down before it’s too late Princess. Please; this is no good.
Does it mean You didn’t get the paypal??? Princess?
Pleae take Your etry down now. i’ll send You that money through any other mean. Please Princess.
Please Princess reply to me so we can solve this now. i still need to serve You badly, i SWEAR i did NOT lie. Let me log in PP now and see what happened.
Please, you fucking moron. I am no idiot. If there was a problem with paypal you would NOT be offering to send the cash again “other means” without logging into/calling paypal first. WANK WANK WANK and play stupid. I HOPE EVERYONE SEES THIS ENTRY! I hope you fry.
And now My price has doubled. $1000 NiteFlirt and this will have all been a figment of your faggy imagination.
Because you wank to My every word I am no longer wasting My time. you are a lying, skeezy, piece of despicable shit. In fact, I could care less if you dropped dead right now. I am done with you.
I want everyone to see how desperate you are to wank. How fucking pathetic you have become. And how stupid you sound.
i need to suck cock for You Princess, which i never done before. i need to know You transformed me, You made me – a former unquestionable hetero – a full fledge sissy and homo.
i’m begging You talk to me Princess. i need what You give me. Noone else can give it to me. Teach me, train me, screw my mind like you do. You gave me too much of the drug already Princess, i’m addicted.
And i really crave it so much and so much need you to give direction since i lack experience and don’t know what to do, really, Princess.
i would never send you a fake address Princess, why would i? What would be the point when i know You’re going to find out the next minute??? Plus i’m crawling back to your feet like a worm right now Princess, i would never dare even thinking of a joke of that kind.
Princess,
i agree to this deal. i’ll do anything to benefit from your training and humiliation.
i’m not saying that negociation will be an easy task but i’ll succeed.
Have You sent the PP request mail?
Your wannabe cock sucker.
Princess, i did not recieve Your PP request. What address should i use to send You Your money / PP?
OMG, i so much need Your guidance Princess, i so much need to touch, stroke and suck a warm cock right now. i so hope i can set myself free in a timely manner.
Please answer me as soon as You can Princess about the account, i’m begging You. i so much need to know You will allow me to crawl back to Your feet and learn to deal with cocks under Your supervision.
Please Princess, please answer me so i can show You i’m not playing games or anything. i’m willing to take all the risks here. i NEED Your training and abuse.
Why don’t You answer me Princess, when You see i’m willing to cave in and do as i’m told, when i’m so needy and ready to be used, trained, degraded and transformed for Your amusement?
Princess, You have to believe this:i tried several times to send 500 but it didn’t go through. i just talked to PP here and they tell me this is because it is the first time i send money to this account and i need a new confirmation. They tell me it can be done overnight. i was wondering what was wrong with this account. Nothing is wrong, it’s just that PP changed their policy and i need to reconfirm account when i send to some new rcepient. At least this is what they say. i used my account 2 weeks ago so i know it’s working.
But Princess, i understand You won’t believe me because i failed to please You too often. i could beg you to wait until tomorrow but i know it won’t do. So please allow me to send that amount through others means. i’m ready to pay more than 500 in amzon stuff, right NOW, if You wish so.
i beg You to believe me Princess.i’ll fix account issue in my PP asap too and will send again.
Should i get these right no Princess:
http://www.amazon.com/Giuseppe-Zanotti-Womens-E00112-Nappa/dp/B002EEN8WW/ref=wl_it_dp_v?ie=UTF8&coliid=I1NND7WT89CSUK&colid=Z3YKN93PTXBA