I’ll admit I was totally lurking on MyFreeCams tonight because… why not? and happened to catch a newb hottie giving her expert opinion and advice on camming, money, and a pornstar’s way of life. But before I begin let’s not get this twisted, I’m so not hatin on anyone.

It’s actually and quite sadly the opposite.
I long for those days when a new pair of Christian Louboutin shoes made my mouth water. When a Chanel bag was all I’d ever dreamt of and fulfilled my little heart’s wildest desire. Oh spoil my bratty materialistic fantasies!

But today it’s all about 401k’s, mortgages, gross vs net income, and how I can turn my roughly half a mil savings into a few hot mil and beyond.

Times ain’t tough, I’ll tell you that much but just to have the pure pleasure and naïvety of it all back would be nice. Maybe for a day or two…

But I’m glad I’m older, wiser, and been around for a minute. I’m honestly happy I take pleasure in building my future and watching figures grow without knowing I threw cash away on some nonsensical, over priced handbag because of those famous initials. Coco Chanel was a genius and inspiration to us all but sorry babe, I will not be paying quadruple for two interlocking C’s or LV’s on some mediocre fabric (times have changed since your innovative, fashion forward designs first hit the market and we thank you for all you’ve done.) I will however, be paying for some marble staircases leading up to my grand suite. And so, I will NOT take her famous quote in stride,

I will embrace who and what I have become and one day very soon walk away without a ton of designer shit in tow, with a light load, with my empire and not my closet.

Thank you, fuck you, and goodnight.

 Edit – I did NOT  write this post to trash talk other girls on cam nor to brag about myself… I wrote it because I want every woman to take a step back and look at what they could have. We all EARN our money but there comes a day when some of us want to stop relying on EARNING our money from horny MEN.