A Destroyer of Lives

Someone read this and summarize it for me. I only skimmed it. I’m too busy making 6-7 dollars a day to bother.

p.s. Exit strategy, slum lord. I own a few multifamily properties in NYC… I think I got this.

Dear ‘Goddess/Princess/Mistress’ Meggerz,

This can be one of the most life changing and brilliant moments of your life if you let it, so be smart, and read this until the end.

The time has come for you to stop doing the evil things you are doing. Please do not laugh or scoff, the state of your mind, body, and soul are not matters to be laughed or scoffed at.

You are, unfortunately, a destroyer of lives, beginning with your own and culminating in the poor victims who for the moment are infatuated with you. You have sold yourself the strange fiction that being a harlot is the same as being a ‘Goddess’ or ‘Princess’. But of course, we know you don’t really believe that, do you? How could you? When did Aphrodite or Princess Diana ever shake their backsides for $7.99?

You promote lust and materialism and are a slave to these things, aren’t you? One pair of new shoes isn’t enough, is it? One new bikini, or holiday, or gift card, it’s just not enough. You need more, you’re caught in a brutal cycle, but you’re telling yourself ‘it’s only for another year or two’ aren’t you?

Oh you have an ‘exit plan’, but when you sell yourself every day for 6 or 7 dollars you’ll find ‘exiting’ isn’t so easy. You’re in a cycle of blank destruction. Everyday you film and get money, put on a show that you’re some ‘Goddess’, and while your bank account fills, your soul is fading away by slow degrees.

You can’t even enjoy a pure moment can you? You can’t even meet someone without crude and crooked thoughts in your mind. If what you do is not a disgrace why not go into the middle of your town or city with a sign around your neck saying, ‘Will shake my ass in your face for ten dollars!’ After all this is what you do isn’t it, but you think you’re not enslaved to the same cycle your so called ‘slaves’ are don’t you?

Slavery is not a good thing. There are spiritual and universal laws about such arrangements. Do you not know that a master has a duty to their slaves? Do you not know that if a slave suffers at the hands of an unjust and manipulative master then that master will suffer ten times the fate of the slave when accounts are settled?

You are not doing yourself any favours, are you? You think it’s cool and fun to have a ‘slave’, don’t you? All you have to do as ‘the boss’ is shake your ass isn’t it?

Your ‘slaves, admirers, wallets’ despise you. You laugh this off don’t you? But imagine being that person who shakes their ass for $7.99 and is despised by the whole world, by her own ‘slaves’, and cannot even publicly do their work because it’s such a disgrace but instead has to find some dark, deadened, dull part of the internet to do it.

After all, that’s what you do isn’t it?

You film with the curtains closed, you hope the neighbours don’t hear, you don’t listen to ‘haters’, oh there’s nothing wrong at all is there?

But somewhere inside of you is a brilliant woman, a truly remarkable marvel of life. Somewhere inside of you is that mind blowing incarnation that doesn’t have to take her top off and squeeze her tits for 10 dollars for some stranger who himself is in nothing more than a low and uninspired state.

But you only do it for the money, don’t you? And that makes it all alright. You keep the company of desperate men, you take your clothes off for them, start shaking your ass and fulfil their strange fetishes, but because you get paid you think you have the high ground don’t you? You are like the dung beetle that lords it over the common ant. It is no high attainment you have.

Our society is hateful and demeaning and full of traps. You are but a ‘useful idiot’, used by the world to abuse others and keep the world low and distracted from the brutal needs of humanity. While you stock up on shoes and clothes which sate you for as long as a piece of chocolate does, people starve and die and suffer a thousand pains and men who may offer some aid to them, men who are suffering themselves, are being distracted by poisonous harlots like you who strip down naked for 5 dollar bills and start squeezing their tits.

You are better than this. You can feel better highs than the sickly rush of vanity that deals a blow to your head every time you receive a package in the post. You do not need to have such relationships with men that you must abuse them and only see them as a resource for you.

You give men some sexual satisfaction, or fill some fetishism need of theirs, and you get paid for it. You get paid to give men sexual pleasure. But because you’re the ‘dominant’ one it’s ‘different’ isn’t it?

Or is the cold, harsh reality of life that you are a harlot and not a ‘princess’, a whore and not a ‘goddess’? These are harsh and brutal words, but only because they are true. You could be an inspiration to the world, people could look at you with respect, you have a heart’s desire, you have secret vistas of your soul you want to explore and express into this beautiful world but you can’t can you?

You are the one who is brainwashed and addicted. You have so many things, but still need more. Could it be any more plain and obvious that having things is not the remedy? It is not the cure to your soul ache, your itching mind? You get so much delirious praise from lustful men and your mind starts spinning. But don’t you know that the praise of the lustful is amongst the lowest forms of praise? It is a far different thing than the praise of the good, the dependable, the mighty!

But after all, these lustful men are but ‘pigs’ or ‘dogs’ or ‘sheep’ or ‘pets’, aren’t they? But in reality they are men and you are a woman. They are not a pig and you are not a goddess. They are the ones with the money are you are the one willing to shake your ass for them. You wouldn’t talk to them otherwise would you? And they wouldn’t look at you twice if you weren’t willing to shake your ass for their $7.99, would they?

Being a witch, or a hypnotist, or a liar are not the occupations of the high but the low. Do you associate with these occupations? Do you think it’s sexy and not vulgar to be a witch, or some dull eyed hypnotist that is but stroking the bubbling savage named Lust?

You are but an agent of lust, bait. Do you like being bait? You are like a worm on the hook. But because you get paid $7.99 for shaking your bare ass, because your pimps keep you in fine fur, it’s okay isn’t it?

Or are you one of those ‘classy, expensive, high quality content Princesses’? Do your videos cost 15 dollars or 30 dollars, and not $7.99? Don’t think that makes any difference. Money is not a true judge of value, but a crooked trickster, and certainly believing you are a Goddess when you are a harlot is the symptom of a tricked and beaten mind.

Please, for your own sake first of all, change your entire life. You are living a delusion and lie. You are the blind leading the blind. You are blinded by insatiable and brutal greed, leading those blinded by lust. It is a horror show, a dread cycle, and not a single participant comes out of it with any divine attainment, certainly there are no ‘Goddesses’ here.

Your greed is destroying your soul. You miss out on the beauty of real and true life because you are trapped in the beauty of the mirror, the beauty of the illusion. How do we know it is an illusion? Because your ‘slaves’ aren’t always so loyal are they? They go see other ‘Goddesses’ too, and sometimes they’ll go weeks or months without seeing you. Oh but they come back, and of course you weren’t going anywhere were you? They know that you’ll always be around to shake your bare ass for their money, but for some reason you think they’re the ones who are trapped don’t you?

Please, wake up.

It’s never too late to be the brilliant, inspiring, fearless, adventurous, truly divine woman you really are, and to stop being this base, brutal, disheartening, disgraceful beast that you currently are.

Make a good, wholesome decision today, you truly are worth it. So are your peers, these men you degrade for their money, they too will be grateful in far more pleasing ways than faceless gifts and desperate tributes if you help lead them out of the darkness you are all entwined in with such sickly and grotesque ceremony.

I think you will be amazed at what life has to offer to those who have been given the power over others and who use those powers for good.

Do you want to be a harlot all your life? Do you want to play this role all your life? Do you want to shake your bare ass and squeeze your tits for ten dollar bills all your life?

Why, when you are so much better than that?

Good luck, may God help you, and may your new, glorious life begin now.

Don’t forget these words, they come from an honest place, and when you are low and surrounded by the low, you should cling to honest words.

I will be sending this message to others in your profession, you can also forward it to your peers and start changing their lives too.

If you need any further help, contact me.

Peep

Exposure

I’ve been meaning to put this up for a while.

Remember that old cliche, “if you play with fire you’re bound to get burned?

*sizzle*

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All Aboard The Drain Train

A sub of mine recently told me that he was beginning to learn my MO.

I let him continue typing…

“…now I’m pretty certain Your schedule doesn’t allow for that type of interaction during the day (toying with him while at work). You’re too focused on being a rockstar: sleeping in, shopping, etc to bother until later in the day. Come on now. I’m not trying to generalize. I know how special You are and I appreciate You! I’m just familiar with the scene and there are some consistent habits shared by successful dommes”

Me: heh I suppose.

“If I could make a great living sleeping in alot and waiting to work until the mood strikes me later in the day I’d do that too!”

Me: or like once a week

“Show off. :P”

Me: if that

“I love how cocky You are. It’s so fucking hot. You can totally notice when it’s real vs just an act.”

Me: just being honest.

Don’t believe me? Cumdump will confirm the more I ignore him, the crazier it drives him to work even harder. It’s my special talent. The less fucks I give the more I am given.

meggerz feet cam

And when I do make an appearance it always ends easily in my favor. For instance, tonight arabicpig creamed his panties within 3 minutes, bopping around to Fergie’s “My Humps” without even touching it.

rip off cam

This eager beaver paid for $10 minutes but exploded in uh… 1? ONE.

My boys are really fighting over me tonight. Hopped on TeamViewer and sent myself enough gift cards for an Apple Watch amongst other tributes.

teamviewer bitch

Faggie aka brown nips saw this tweet and decided to hop right on the spoil Meg bandwagon.

faggy binge

Also, I woke up to this.

faggy giftcard

So when piggy justin saw all the commotion he hopped right on my drain train.

$100 worth of Whole Foods gift cards, Dope pants, accessories, and something else (not even worth remembering what) still isn’t that GoPro HERO4 that is still sitting, waiting very IMPATIENTLY on the unpurchased list. PAY DAY = FETCH DAY.

princess meggerz demands

Snap snap better make me happy because I’d hate to accidentally misplace this… I spoke too soon, another $100 was just deposited on cue.
locked up in chastity

But what I really want to know is who is going to pay for my little soiree last Saturday? Don’t even bother emailing to ask. Just take care of it.

cuckold date night

Great Expectations

Sarah Diavola was in town this weekend so I put email on the back burner.

meggerz sarah diavola

It’s tough when you’re friends with all the bartenders and don’t pay or wait for a thing. ;]

And below will see why email is not a priority of mine. Good boys earn easier ways to interact with me.

Princess Meggerz,

First off, I would love to say that I am not worthy. I want to serve you because I am a loser of a male that has no purpose in life and I’m begging you to give me one. I am a decently fit 21 year old with a girlfriend and usually shes the boss. I work 40 hours a week, making 13.00 per hour and im honestly not considering going back to school because id rather get a second job to support you, Princess. Please consider me as some type of slave.

Forever Underneath Your Royal Feet,

Future Slave Boy

Oh yes, this is exactly what I am looking for in a sub. One who is fit (because that matters) but broke and will be giving what little money he does make to his bossy girlfriend. There is so much here to benefit me that I can’t wait for us to form a relationship.

My name is Ky** ***en. I want to be owned. I want to be controlled I’ll give you my debit card info my social security info anything princess i don’t have the most money in the world but all I have I want to give to GOD!!!

He wants so much from me yet gave me nothing. He’s a keeper.

Goddess, I sent this to Your other email aswellm, PLEASE HELP!
Im a loser and I know it.
Im 20 and have NOT YET stopped femdom.
CAN YOU PLEASE give me an advice on how to stop Goddess?
I just got a gf and I want to get stuff together. Please?

No.