Last night I had a revelation.
Initially I thought gay men turned me on. And of course this isn’t unusual. Most women become aroused by gay porn. Possibly because it appears as if the men involved are actually enjoying themselves. Nothing seems scripted, rehearsed, or over the top ridiculous. I myself have trouble watching conventional porn knowing how much effort goes into getting the right shot, how unrealistic everything looks and sounds, and how uncomfortable most of those damned positions are. But that’s beside my point.
I realized that for me to become aroused it has little to do with the actual man on man interaction and everything to do with being the only driving force behind one straight man’s desire to act in a gay manor for my pleasure.
And here’s an example I can pull from my teenage years. I was too young and naive to realized exactly what I was doing at the time and what it would lead up to but looking back upon this gave me an “ah ha!” moment as to why I am so great at what I do now.
I was about 15 year and hanging out with two of my guy friends. One of whom I knew had a major crush on me. Crush guy and friend wanted beer but had no money. I had the money but wanted something more out of my investment than just sharing a few beers. I knew then as I know now that the money only played a small part in what happened next.
I wanted to see them work for that money. A kiss. Just a small peck on the lips and I would give them enough for a 12 pack. They refused, assuming I’d eventually cave and spot them the cash. I refused knowing they would eventually give in, that all it would take was another push and a few teasing words. I knew crush guy had it bad enough for me that I’d get my way. I understood the power I held over him. He would convince his friend that it was a good idea, that they needed the beer money bad enough to perform an act they would never consider otherwise. And I ultimately knew it wasn’t about the money. The whole mind fuck I contrived seemed like an innocent enough way for them to earn the money but from that day forth I knew this kid would be putty in my hands.
They kissed, I won, we all shared beer. I shit you not.
So you now understand why I enjoy “Forced Bi” humiliation so much. All of this occured to me sooner but last night’s little phone session with Mikey motivated me to share it with the world much as I am sharing his kink with the world. Enjoy:
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Go fetch Mikey
I’ll blog about Greece in the next few days. Too many photos to sort through.
You fall to your knees at just the thought of sucking cock for me. You are my pathetic cock whore. Or are you? Have you earned that title from me? Or are you lurking in the shadows rubbing your clitty and always craving to sink all the way down?
Savory Or Sweet Strap-on Sucking – Which do you crave? Whichever I ram down your throat.
You’d do anything to be used by me. To drop into dick slobbering position and choke for me. But are you worthy? Have you earned that excitement? Cock ramming the back of your throat is pointless with out my guidance. You can gag, choke, and moan all you want but without me, it’s meaningless.
So as of now you are nothing more than a wanna be bimbo. You dream of letting it all go and owning the title whore. But you are nothing. Nothing to me. Absolutely NOTHING.
Try harder. Amuse Me
I am sure everyone remembers My lover, Jonathan. The one with that yummy delicious cock, right..?
I know Cumdump remembers. It remembers the photos of that monster. Remembers salivating. All the blood rushing into it’s little clitty. Wondering if I will allow such a prized cock into such a dirty, slutty mouth. It knows the answer. Once that cock is done pleasing Me maybe, just maybe will He and I allow a few left over drops to dribble out onto the dirty ground for the slut to gobble up. Ensuring not to miss one drop.
Dirty lips don’t touch My toys. Dirty lips are meant for dirty cock.
Oh and Cumdump, if you beg. I mean REALLY beg for it, I am sure Jonathan will agree to finish you off by pissing in your face.
Currently on the phone with Blake – aka super fag.
It’s been over 2 hours at the rate of $5.99 per minute and I’ve been listening to him drone on and on about his life’s experiences sucking and mancunting cock. Very uhm- fun.
Look as his tiny penis compared to a regular sized cock. Pathetic, huh? That’s why he likes the BBC.
At 13 he blew his load the first time he sucked his friends dick. Bust it right there in his panties as his buddy blew into his mouth.
At 16 he lost his virginity. His girlfriend went to the gyno and the doctor asked if she knew what sex was. Apparently his little cock, after 4 thrusts, never made a dent in her. The whole school found out and it was all down hill from then on. Cock for Blake. Which is how I discovered Squirt.org or Blake’s profile rather. I logged in and spruced it up a bit.
And now he is super pumped to read this blog post, he is sitting on the phone as I type it hoping to blow to it. Hi Blake.
P.S. I was just reminded, My neighbor Evan stopped by to say hello and I told Super Fag to tell Evan all these embarrassing stories I just mentioned above. I think super fag liked that. ;] Evan however did not.
Only one month left until I meet up with My barbie slave and maid twat in New York City. I hope you boys are getting excited for all the sexy fun I have planned…
I’m talking gay for pay. Yep. barbie will do anything to keep Me happy and maid twat is such a pleaser I figured why the hell not? Looks like I will be restraining one of them to the bed while the other is instructed to slob the slave’s nob. I’ll just sit back and instruct. Laugh and instruct.
cumdump is already jealous. I can only picture the excitement on his face and the boner in his panties when he actually gets to pay for the clip I make of all the faggy fun.
My hotel is all booked and now all I need is some recommendations on where I should have these two fags take Me.
Oh yea and it’s all paid for by money bags… (except for all the expenses I am making the fags cover :P)
First installment for the trip. hahaha LOVIN IT! But the rest of you d-bags are still allowed to tribute towards My fun.
NOW LET’S KEEP BUYING MY CLIPS!